HAPPY BIRTHDAYS*---a thing of the past

1/4/12 Daddy would have been 90 today. This time last year I would never have assumed that his 2011 birthday celebration would have been his last. But then, none of us really ever know, do we?
Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. (Psalm 90:12)
Eternal purpose---sharing with those we know and love. (*Birthday pic from 2006)

That's why we need to "eat sandwiches" with zesto. What ever moments are given, even the ordinary ones, need to be savored. This becomes all the more urgent as one becomes conscious of the brevity of life.

The last sandwich I had with Daddy was a pimiento cheese on rye. I furnished the pimiento cheese and he furnished 1/2 a loaf of rye from the Canton Pike IGA. Being at Mother and Daddy's growing up, one could always count on the availability of pimiento cheese and rye bread. In fact, if any of us dated someone who didn't like Mother's pimiento cheese, they were pretty much off the "list." Funny memories conjured up by a sandwich preference.

How grateful I am that I could not only share a sandwich but that I could share the Lord with Daddy, as well!

For who can eat and who can have enjoyment without Him? (Ecclesiastes 2:25)

No reruns in life. Opportunities wasted can never be recaptured. Possibly the real reason for the description of aging and death at the end of the book of Ecclesiastes is to encourage us to make the most of our lives now. To fix a sandwich to share with someone.

How will you, reader, make use of today?

I'm going to Holiday Ham for some pimiento cheese to share with both hubby and friend, Ann. That, with a small can of tomato juice (as my brothers know) is a great way to remember Daddy.

Dance First? Think First?

1/3/11 Titles have a way of grabbing me when I'm browsing bookstore shelves, especially if "dance" is mentioned. The result is usually perusal of the table of contents.
I choose not to read summaries because too often they can spoil a good read. Fiction books are often too short a read for a purchase but I jot down those titles to check my "local" library's stock. Being a faithful library patron, as well as a frugal shopper, I'm probably not a bookstore's favorite customer.
I also don't buy quote books since quotes are readily available on line. But.....I will thumb through them to grasp words to "google" if one jumps out at me. I did just that on a recent book store browse.
In Dance First, Think Later, (which I think is a Beckett quote) there was a phrase in the forward that had me thinking....."eat your sandwich." It was a metaphor for enjoying the ordinary---a making the "most of life's little moments-type" analogy.

It's what I've been thinking about lately as I'm trying to regain my enthusiasm for "dancing" through all the regular, sometimes mundane, routines of life. It's more than just wanting to see God's Hand in my life. It's wanting to grab hold of that hand and allow Him to keep me dancing to His music----the songs/melodies He's picked because they suit my rhythm best. The rhythm He gave me!

As God would have it, Katherine's recent devotional gift speaks directly to that desire. Practically Holy is a daily guide to "Finding God in the Everyday." The everyday of "sandwich eating."

That's what I've been thinking about. Hopefully, now I will be able to "dance" as I eat and am nourished by all those sandwiches God brings into my life everyday.

Dotsy's "Verse" Quandry

1/2/12 Yesterday's calendar box read, January 1. I know that's New Year's Day---but it certainly didn't feel like New Year's Day. There was no "Rose Parade"---a MUST for me. No big bowl games. I observed it with church attendance, a long afternoon nap and the requisite black-eyed peas. Yet, somehow the day was off-kilter for me.
New Year's Day is a time for selecting my year's verse, for selecting passages for Allen Bible Church and for organizing my prayer plan and starting a new journal. None of that got done.

Why not? I honestly don't know. Maybe my structure doesn't fit His plan for my new year. Maybe it's to be more about His ways than mine. More of Thee and less of me comes to mind.
With what shall I come to the Lord? (Micah 6:6a)

For today, I'm "trying on" Micah 6:8. If it fits, maybe it will become my year's verse.

He has told you, O man, what is good;
and for what does the Lord require of you
but to do justice, and to love kindness,
and to walk humbly with your God? (ESV)

Just 3 aspects of life that are biggies in one's walk with God---justice, kindness, humility. Three infinitives, to do, to love and to walk---all requiring humility of spirit.

C. H. Spurgeon states, .....humility here prescribed involves constant communion with God (the preposition "with", speaks volumes to me)..... this humility implies constant activity (walking in humility is good spiritual exercise).....humility here prescribed implies constancy (it's continual, not just sometimes) and delightful confidence. (because "your" is the pronoun for "my" God) (Sermon #2328, 8/22/1889) Parenthetical additions are my THOTS. What are yours?

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

1/1/12 The New Year's card that I received from my local Hallmark store was a painful reminder that I hadn't gotten my act together enough to create my New Year's cards, much less address them and mail them. It was another one of my good intentions gone awry.

Knowing our Colorado trip would be the pictorial focus of a "greeting" card, I knew Christmas was not an option. New Year's salutations it would be----or so I intended!

I have too often been a gal of good intentions only. Where is the resolve for action?? Preacher son, Buddy, often encourages his congregation to be intentional about ________and the blank is filled in by chosen, worthwhile pursuits. It seems as if their intentionality possibly has more of a sense of "completeness" about it. To hear him explain it, the chosen activity includes an understanding of why said activity is of value. (Implication--completion is important because of the value of the choice.)

Maybe my cards had a misplaced value. Maybe my resolve for accomplishing the creating and mailing of them was not as strong as my desire for rest and relaxation. Hm-m-m! Food for thought along with my black-eyed peas, which has me wondering how any child of mine doesn't continue the practice of eating them on New Year's Day.

Regardless, I extend greetings for a Happy New Year 2012 to all friends and family----with or without the card or the black-eyed peas!

TAKING STOCK....

12/31/11 Taking stock. Isn't that what we do as a year draws to a close? The financial, political and entertainment industries certainly do. Experts in those fields want to know what worked and what didn't, as they plot the ups and downs of our economy, our votes and our selections. Data helps them to plot new courses and declare new resolves for the coming year.

Previous journal entries reminded me that I, too, need to take "spiritual stock." What good does it do to claim a verse for my year without being intentional about making it a reality in my everyday walk. January journal entry for 1/10/11 included my spiritual passage for the year's focus.

14...encourage the fainthearted, help the weak, be patient with everyone. 15...always seek after that which is good for one another and for all people. 16 Rejoice always; 17 pray without ceasing; 18 in everything give thanks;.......(I Thessalonians 5:14-18)

Always (adverb) "got me" as did the everything (noun) and everyone (pronoun). You see, I have a tendency to want to "pick and choose" things for which I am thankful (though some progress noted), & those with whom I am patient----just ask my family.
And then there's that adverb. Always. Always certainly indicates real consistency. Am I always seeking good for all (not just some)? Am I always rejoicing? (regardless of circumstances or blizzard road conditions) Am I always praying? (am I inhaling and exhaling praise) Now that I've taken stock, I resolve to do better because.....

......the last part of the verse reminds me that these mandates for living are God's will.

Bounty of Bonhoeffer

12/27/11 Dietrich Bonhoeffer. Ronnie Stevens quoted him often so I have DB quotes marginalia throughout my old NAS Bible.
Lo and behold there on the tall bookcase by the fireplace in the Carney's Colorado house was Bonhoeffer---a collection of his writings. Just a little "light" reading while I held a sleeping baby---knowing movement needed to be kept to a minimum, it was the perfect choice.
A choice morsel from Bonhoeffer that seemed to speak to my heart this first holiday season without a parent or a parent-in-law:

“There is nothing that can replace the absence of someone dear to us, and one should not even attempt to do so. One must simply hold out and endure it. At first that sounds very hard, but at the same time it is also a great comfort. For to the extent the emptiness truly remains unfilled one remains connected to the other person through it. It is wrong to say that God fills the emptiness. God in no way fills it but much more leaves it precisely unfilled and thus helps us preserve -- even in pain -- the authentic relationship. Further more, the more beautiful and full the remembrances, the more difficult the separation. But gratitude transforms the torment of memory into silent joy. One bears what was lovely in the past not as a thorn but as a precious gift deep within, a hidden treasure of which one can always be certain.”

Thanks Bonhoeffer. I needed that.

Jesus the Just

12/26/11 Sabbath Snapshots from Colorado finally posted.
http://dotsydetails.blogspot.com/2011/12/sabbath-snapshots-colorado.html

Meditation on "Jesus the Just" and "Jesus our Justifier" to follow.
The scripture will be 2 Samuel 23:1-7 if you want to begin on your own---which is a great idea!

1 These are the last words of David:
“The inspired utterance of David son of Jesse,
the utterance of the man exalted by the Most High,
the man anointed by the God of Jacob,
the hero of Israel’s songs:

2 “The Spirit of the LORD spoke through me;
his word was on my tongue.
3 The God of Israel spoke,
the Rock of Israel said to me:
‘When one rules over people in righteousness,
when he rules in the fear of God,
4 he is like the light of morning at sunrise
on a cloudless morning,
like the brightness after rain
that brings grass from the earth.’

5 “If my house were not right with God,
surely he would not have made with me an everlasting covenant,
arranged and secured in every part;
surely he would not bring to fruition my salvation
and grant me my every desire.
6 But evil men are all to be cast aside like thorns,
which are not gathered with the hand.
7 Whoever touches thorns
uses a tool of iron or the shaft of a spear;
they are burned up where they lie.”

Insights from Pastor Cole's Christmas Eve Meditation, "Of the House and Lineage of David: in 2 Samuel 22-23
v.3 Men who fear God rule justly.
There is much blessing when a ruler takes God seriously and doesn't place himself in a god-like position
v. 4 Reign of the "Just" ones= harvest of sweet, tender grass, nourished by sunshine and rain
v. 6 Worthless men don't like justice.
Reign of "unjust" ones = a goodness drought, like a perpetual cloudy morn---as CS Lewis says, "always winter, never Christmas." (PTL, God's benefit (Jesus) lightens our darkness!)
But God.....in a world of injustice ruled by worthless men, there is still a "just" ruler who is unbounded by time and death. Jesus. The One who came in the fear of God as God Himself. One who knows our name and calls us friend. The Just One. Not only the Just One, but our Justifier.
v.5 ....our blessing and "everlasting covenant."
Our well being is found in the "just" reign of Jesus!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2011

12/25/11 A Hallmark card that says "You care enough to send".....my favorite Christmas carol!

"GLORY TO THE NEW BORN KING"

Saturday Summary of Colorado Week

12/24/11 Glad to be home. It's been a long ride....but oh those GOOD memories!!!





12/23/11 Grateful for a good night's rest. Grateful for a waffle machine that makes Texas-shaped waffles!
10º in Amarillo but predicted snowshowers, missed us and part of I-40 that was closed was not our part. Josh & Megan are safe in NY. Texans are at YaYa & Poppy's and I am relieved and emotional beyond measure. Even hearing Frank Sinatra singing a Christmas carol made me cry b/c Mother loved "ole blue eyes." Elvis sang Blue Christmas and I cried b/c he's dead. Not that I'm a big Elvis fan but b/c that thought reminded me that both Mommar (Larry's mom) and Daddy (Grandaddy Brud to my kids) died this year and it will certainly be a "blue" Christmas without them.

12/22/11 Blizzard #2 turned south and had us scrambling to leave a day early to follow Texans out. Didn't want those babies on the road without us as their rear guard. Not many pix---too nervous during white out parts. Treacherous conditions. Snow blowing. Couldn't see exits. Trucks required chains but a Target truck was overturned. Owen was upset b/c that's his favorite store! Not many cars on I-25, but some of those were over-turned or in ditches with flashers still on. (Terrified....can't explain all the visions that I wrestled with. I think this day requires a blog in and of itself about my "faith falters.") Grateful for prayers and road condition updates from BB and Poppy. (& of course, JoLynn who realized how scared I was.)12/21/11 New Blizzard Warning sent Josh, Megan and baby Marion scrambling to leave a day early to get to Denver prior to BIG snow. Josh said he left his fingernail impressions in the steering wheel. Though their next day's flt was delayed they did get to fly.
12/20/11 Monarch Mountain Morning to photo "boys" new skiing abilities

Super sledding on a STEEP hill in Blue Elk Park by the house. First Blizzard left it's mark so Corey had a l-o-n-g but beautiful drive to CO SPRGS airport.

12/19/11 Shug and Pop-Pop given "morning off." Toured quaint Salida and had WONDERFUL lunch at the Laughing Ladies.

Afternoon sledding. Big Discovery---a small frozen snake. John Parker wants to take him home.

12/18/11 Broncos/Patriots Game w/ everything from dips and spreads to cheeseburgers and Corky's Ribs and Megan' pre-birthday cake. 4th Sunday Advent celebration with makeshift "circle" and Pop-Pop leading "We Three Kings."

12/17/11 First day on the slopes---lessons for 4 younger ones.

Josh's text message. Headin' in, turn on the hot tub and the sauna.

12/16/11 Angels in the snow (in bathing suits, no less) followed by a soak in the spa room hot tub.

December 19 BLIZZARD WATCH 2011

How do you prepare for a blizzard? What does hunkering down in a snowy mountain valley look like? Will explain tomorrow.