5/11/11 How does one dance when decisions loom and clear direction is anything but clear? Today is "Weeping Wednesday" thus a time of confession. My confession was uppermost in my mind when I started my computer----confession of uncertainty, fear and a lack of trust. All of that spells u-n-b-e-l-i-e-f. I believe God, help thou my unbelief. (Mark 9:24) I had to ask the Lord to supply His strength and wisdom in these defects in my faith. A 12:45 am wake-up started the fears festering and relief seemed to be beyond my grasp. Relief must not have been the answer. Trust is the answer, but in the wee hours it was in short supply even as I tossed verses about in my head.
Part of the answer came when my computer opened up to GOOGLE. Today's animation showed dancers moving across the screen and that's when my anxiety cleared up. I just needed to once again get up and stretch out for the Lord & allow Him to lead me in this "new" dance. A dance that requires me to let go of a loved one not long for this world and hold on to His hand. The rest of the answer came when I talked to hubby and he told me he was coming home today.
