These past weeks I have been given “spiritual pause"
Bonhoffer’s book*, 2012 has been my
designated “Praying the Psalms” year. March 8, in Texas, using Day’s
grandmother’s old Revised Standard Version Bible, I spent time meditating and
journaling on Psalm 62. Notations included, “a song of trust” which had me
questioning my life songs. My God songs? My trust?
Sunday,
(3/18) I read the Bible verse entry for the Upper Room (once again) Psalm 62:5,
8. “For God alone my soul waits in
silence,….. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before
him; God is a refuge for us.” (NRSV) More time needed to pour out my heart in
song and prayer before Him.
Yesterday
morning 3/21 Jesus Calling’s first line, “Trust Me and don’t be afraid for I am
your Strength and Song,” and concluding with …join Me in singing My Song.” All
of that meditation on Psalm 62, a psalm /song of trust, flooded my mind. What
was God trying to tell me? I “paused” for more time with Him. A time of
spiritual refreshment.
Last
night at Heart to Heart Bible study, Crickett, our teaching leader, taught “5
Reasons to Cling to the Rock,” from Psalm 62: 5-8, a part of our Day 3 (3/17) lesson.
5 For God alone my soul waits in silence, for my hope is from him. 6 He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. 7 On God rests my deliverance and my honor; my mighty rock, my refuge is God. 8 Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. [Selah]
All
of this is probably only significant to me……but God…….continues to meet me at
my point of need on trust issues. He’s putting a new song in my mouth and He’s
doing it through Psalm 62. He’s doing it as I spend time with Him. He’s giving
me a “refresher” course in trust.
“For
God alone, My soul waits in silence”(RSV)…………the pause that truly refreshes.
*Psalms: The Prayer Book of the
Bible by Dietrich Bonhoeffer
**Grateful I had
taken picture of journal before lecture---an affirmation of "but God"…..meeting
my needs ahead of time.