(Notice I waited a day to publish it so as not to spoil the surprise.)
When one has not had a "calm brain" in an entire week, God has to really step in to get your attention.
He can even use a game. I had been "keeping on-keeping on" as well as I could........but my mind kept moving with my circumstances. Yes, I started my day praying for my "daily" people, keeping up somewhat with zoom prayer groups, taking hubby to ER & helped him with virtual doc visit, attending Bible study, taking food to a suffering friend, etc. Busyness is a way I cope....it's always been that way for me. At this time in life it seems worse. I know because I can't keep up. I even have a "come apart" when I put my compression socks on the wrong feet. I mix up my meds or forget to take them. My hand shakes as I type or lift spoon to mouth with my granola. I can feel shakes even when I don't see them. As brother Buddy said, "Feet moving. Going nowhere."
What's a gal to do? Take time for the "pause that refreshes"---More time alone with Him!
To pause is difficult. It requires being still---even in my mind!
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